in other news, the madoka magica movie ruined my emotionally as much as my situation is ruining me emotionally right now
David Maslanka’s Symphony No. 3 is slowly but surely changing my life right now
holy shit hahahaha I feel so pathetic again I’ve had a good run but hahaahahahha I feel so dumb so, so dumb again a huge wave of sadness just hit me and I am drowning so, so terribly
it still confuses me how unaware I am of the fact that I am aware of my situation and I can’t comprehend why I keep thinking that it is not ephemeral
sad boy needs soup
where do I fall in the rhythm of your life? of anyone’s life?